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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Useless Sentiments

wala lang, effect pa rin to of not being able to sleep...

super appreciated ng indakers ang criticisms na natatanggap from others, WE HUMBLY ACCEPT them kasi kailangan naman talaga namin yun.

but please, sana lang maayos ang approach. siguro, some people need reminding na we are NOT just mere dancers of the org. may sariling buhay, at may pakiramdam din.

i have no doubts about my love and commitment for indakan! once and for all, i have proven myself and others of how much i am willing to risk and sacrifice just for this. coupled with my love for KEM, i swear i could give everything!

ang pangit lang kasi pakiramdam ng masaya ang grupong nagtatrabaho at nagtutulungan, then biglang may darating na hihigop ng lahat ng good energy sa paligid. i'm not the only one who feels this way, maging si ph din (and dati si shing nung previous dances namin). na-imagine ko na how the students from hogwarts felt nung na-encounter nila yung dementors, it sucks to have all your happy thoughts siphoned from you.

ah ewan! naisip ko lang, kahit yung great mentors namin (such as ate vicky, ate aimie, kuya earl, binoe, etc...) hindi ganun maka-trato sa amin. mas effective ang learning process pag mas light and encouraging ang approach. i don't expect them to be super bait naman, pero ewan ko, pangit lang talaga yung dating. (gulo noh?) basta, nakakawala ng drive.

after our audience's (or critics') "walk out", super bumaba ang morale namin. kailangan ba talaga ganun? but then we managed to work harder... ang nakakatuwa lang, ay masaya ulit kami. for me, yun ang mahalaga. of course we aim for perfection, but then plus factor pa rin pag magaan ang pakiramdam namin sa isa't isa... ika nga, ginagawa naming inspirasyon ang bawat isa.

i know bawat isa sa amin ay may pagkakamali. sigurado yun. pero thankful ako na kami kami sa grupo ay willing magtulungan para ma-improve ang lahat. kahit hirap na hirap na kami, masaya pa rin kami... i guess that matters a lot!

waaaah, sorry sorry sorry! wala na talagang sense to. but just let me. yey, inaantok na rin ako, at last!

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  • At 6:34 AM, Blogger twisted-mind said…

    kaya natin ito yacel! siguro parang outsider's comment yung nakuha natin kaya ganom. remember pol's comment last year?

    namimiss ko si ate vicky pagpolishing days natin (w/o avel). sya kasi yung naglelead talaga sa'tin dapat sa polsihing natin kaya namimiss ko talaga ang presence nya (wala ng sisigaw sa'kin na nakatingin na naman ako sa floor hehe).

    can't wait na bumalik sya dito at magpopolish tayo with her.

     

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