wala ako sa mood magsulat... kailangan ko lang ng outlet... at one point or another, there comes a time when nothing seems to be right. just like the day i had.
* dahil sa lakas ng ulan at malamig na panahon, napasobra ako ng tulog. woke up at around 7 am. but then, my body hurt entirely, i just felt too weak to get up and take a bath. at ano nah? alas syete ang una kong class... kaya yun, there goes my first absence for the sem. darn! pero kere lang, art stud 2 lang naman yun. at malamang sa malamang, di na naman pumasok prof ko, as usual.
** next class was at 10am - geol 11. i was too early for that class, but i hesitated to leave the dorm kasi super namamaga yung dalawang eyelids ko, ang pangit! but i had no choice, kebs na, kaya pumasok ako. tapos, the prof gave a surprise quiz, wala ako nasagot masyado (konti lang!). malay ko ba sa mga rocks at minerals na yun.
*** had no lunch break kaya nagutom ako. may physics lab pa kasi. we performed an experiment on linear expansion. mejo nabawasan na pagkainis ko sa araw ko kasi i was havin a good time with the experiment and the chit chat with my groupmates, we talked about engg week! tapos super palpak yung equipment namin, low tech kasi. kaya yun super bagal mag-boil nung steam bath, basta dami kapalpakan ng mga gamit. di namin natapos yung expt. kaya nawalan kami ng chance to get plus 10 points. daya ni sir! grrrr! di naman namin kasalanan kung sira sira mga thermometer nila.
**** no food intake and all, i rushed to my next calss sa engg (ChE 132). di kami nag-class. i don't know if i should be happy. exam na kasi next meeting at wala pa ako naiintindihan masyado.
***** i ate lasagna lang (the only "loaded" food i ate for the day! - breakfast, lunch, and dinner - all in one!)
****** i played trumps with my orgmates. i rily have no "thing" with cards, kaya natalo ako. di talaga ako marunong ng kahit anong card games.
******* i was so bored, nakatulog ako sa tambayan. my body ached and lying at the bench was so uncomfy, but still nakatulog pa rin ako.
******** ginising ako ni Pol, indakan rehearsal na pala. nagulat ako super dilim na pala!
********* rehearsed at DMST. when we had stretching, i was so happy that the pain in my thigh kinda disappeared. when we had our first run, bumalik lahat ng sakit, kaya na-limit na naman ako gumalaw.
********** sabog yung first run namin (first run pa lang po kasi). plus, personally, i had this "pilay", but i did try my best, though it really hurt. our orgmates who watched were disappointed. sabi pang-high school daw yung sayaw. we really needed criticisms, and we appreciated it! =) then, they left us... (???)
*********** we were left utterly speechless. hurt. disappointed. after a series of pep talks within the group, we got ourselves working and polishing. in fairness, madami naman kaming na-achieve, overtime pa nga kami eh.
************ i was still absorbed with having a terrible day. again, i felt dissatisfied with not being able to do my best because of the pain that restrained me to move well. i hated that feeling. i opted to go home all alone, despite the darkness of the road and having no one to send me home. i preferred it that way, because i was in no mood to be with somebody else. i was already too grumpy. lapit na rin curfew nun e. after walking a block by myself, somebody came running after me - si ph!!! of all, it was him i least expected to go after me and send me home. i wasn't feeling pa-importante and pa-kunsensya by going home alone, it's just that i wanted to be alone. but then, i really really appreciated what he did. he really was a friend.
************* wala akong napa-reserve na dinner dito sa dorm, kaya di na naman nakakakain.
************** ngayon naman, gusto ko matulog, but i'm not sleepy.
SOBRANG BAD DAY talaga!!!
